Monday, October 31, 2005
Tobias Wolff: We are made to persist. That's how we find out who we are.
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Sunday, October 30, 2005
Well, when you lack sleep and you catch up on it only to feel even sleepier, when every paper's number is embedded in your mind, when you need to run to get a break(despite having cough) haha...ah well..
Ok, I learnt not very advisible to run even though you have been having cough for the past, 1 month. Although recovering, yes I see doctor take antibiotics finished entire course but well, still a bit of cough...hiaz...my auntie says its the stress, I dunno lah, all I know is coughing at first I thought will have washboard tummy haha, not true...sit-ups still better
Anyway, dunno whether is it called too long never exercise, got inspired to run faster. And well, today I saw a lump of shit at the staircase at my tuition kid's block..yikes spoil my breakfast mood, lucky dun have time to eat breakfast. There were flies circulating around the lump of shit, I dunno whether it belongs to a dog or some kid...Diao..
Ok, maybe should have bought 4D huh...since so "lucky". Well, lucky I never step on the shit although I was rushing heehee
Enough liao, back to studies
Tata
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Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Wah, exams are coming, now finishing touches to my corrosion assignment. Been a bit under the weather on and off recently, guess it is due to stress and if that is the case, how come I put on 2 kgs, shit.....Ok, must watch what I eat, somemore no time to exercise plus sick how to exercise?
Yah, I tried drinking green tea just now, then keep visiting the loo haha...It's the sample from the exam goodie bag haha...But dun think it really helps to slim down except that it helps you go loo many many times...
Tuition has ended with my pri 3 kid, very cute, this kid. I was trying to go through all her vocabulary list and well, I come up with all kins of ways to explain to her in simple terms heehee...
For example, the word "Bulge", I told her you sit down you will have a bulge at the tummy area haha..She said she dun have haha Then later she say have a little bit..heehee cute cute...
Then another word, "stuck", I told her it means you are at somewhere and you cannot get out or cannot move, then I jokingly said "For example, if you are stuck in the toilet bowl, you can't get out.." Hahahahaa, my student burst out in laughter...
And another word, "considerate" I told her it is inconsiderate to not flush the toilet after using it, then she started telling me about how else to be inconsiderate yadda yadda yadda..funny...
And well, not only my students are having exams, so am I. Working hard, horoscope says I need a break, I guess I should but ah well...
So many things recently...
Tired...
But we must press on = )
Ganbatte
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Sunday, October 23, 2005
Ok, I could not publish my post yesterday but no way am I going to retype anything haha...
Now mind a bit groggy after slogging the night till about 4am, well well..life's so exciting...now in com lab so many things to do in a day ansd exams are coming soon.
Ok, shall not crap liao, later tonight's mylast tution lesson with the primary school kid, dunno whether still gonna teach her anymore, see how...remember she was the one who can stop tuition for half a year then continue with the 4th lesson after like 6 months..but she's really cute and funny and perks me up sometimes, but still very chatty. Still, I always find it hard to let go of my tuition kids cos there is always a bond with the students. Hmm...
Ok then, me shall do my other stuff = )
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Hmm...
Reminiscences of the past since I deleted everything hahaa
I have been having bronchitis for the past almost a month I guess, getting better liao. Been real busy but also learning as I go along.
What I ponder on?
It just hit me that when you are out of the picture of things and you look at things from another angle, you will realise how much you have learnt and grown. Not that some things don't matter or are unimportant at all, just that looking back, it may be very important at that point in time but after a while, it is just unimportant and you wonder, really wonder why certain things are so important at that particular point in time hmmm...
Intangibles and tangibles, all kinds of matters. Like when we were a kid we wanted some toy very badly, as we grow older, it could be just wanting to win some competition, then to dream about that first crush, or to get into some top school, or to have as much fun as you want...
Interesting how our perspectives change as we grow up, I learn a lot more about people, a lot more about politics, rivalry as well as a lot more about hope and peace.
We can never force people to think like us, and everone has got different outlook on life. To some, it doesn't matter if they cut queue as long as they can get on the bus. To others that is selfish and rude behaviour. But these people don't see it that way, they see nothing wrong in that. We may find some people very selfish but to them, it may be just survival of the fittest; that's why they refuse to lend you any stuff for fear that you will beat them. Hmm...I personally believe in not being too kiasu about life and enjoy what comes next and achieving things on your own. Your responsibilities, you do; you can ask for help, but you have to at least try. That's how I deal with my students as well, your exams you gotta work your ass for it, I can guide and teach you, but if you can't even take the effort to remember what I taught you despite me reminding you every single lesson, there is only so much I can do as a tutor. I really wonder why so many parents like to pont fingers at teachers when it is partially their fault for pampering their children. hmm.....
Back to my work liao, stop crapping here = )
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Friday, October 07, 2005
If you have realised by now, I have deleted most of my past postings 'Cos I believe in the present more than in the past. I feel that I should look towards "Today is the best day of my life" rather than dwelling on what has already pass. When u realise a lot of things don't affect you the same way they did anymore, well, it's time to change your perspective on life...
So I got all my previous postings cleared haha...
Anyway, realised that last time what I wrote was either a bit childish(complain about tuition kids etc) or over already (like the bazaar venues etc), so what for keep right?
So yah, I am still the workaholic, still the same old me, this time older and wiser. Still having tuition, school and lots of stuff but I rather have a packed timetable than bum around.
Ok then, let's get moving = )
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Thursday, October 06, 2005
Having the stupid cough for the past few days...I miss unhealthy, tasty fried food..
I miss hot spicy stuff...I miss dessert...I miss chocolates..dark chocolates...I miss red wine...I miss margaritas...I miss curry puff...I miss so many things..ok, what's with my cravings..haha...
Ok, very tired liao
Goodnight
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