Saturday, April 29, 2006
Well, printer down, the feeder keeps eating my paper..but anyway since printer down I got no choice but to be stuck in library now printing my report to be submitted to the general office after presentation...well well...
Phase transitions...
1) I realised what true friends are and that sometimes when we are so confident and so sure that we know a person well enough, it is only then that you see the uglier side of them. I don't say I am a very good person but at least I don't lie to my friends and I always share, so sometimes I really don't understand why some people can be so selfish and arrogant. But I guess like what my grandma used to say, "One rice grain feeds many types of people" we have to take them as it comes...
2) Survival of the fittest. I used to be a blur blur innocent chap who always think that everyone is good, never face reality that in this world, there is the black, the white and a large proportion of grey. I wake up a lot these years...Thanks to a lot of different circumstances, the people I meet and the things I learn. It is bad to harbour any hatred and I will make sure that I will not hate anyone or anything no matter what they have done. I am still a person who forgives but never forgets but I don't wish to dislike anyone or anything, 'cos it takes a lot of distress to hate.
3) Dreams, yes I have a lot of them. I have always had a lot of aspirations since young and I will work towards my goals.
4) Relationships. I seriously think that attraction alone is not enough, and I am a realist, it takes more than just similarities and likes to keep a relationship going. To my darling ex-students, don't ever rush into a relationship. Take time to know the person well enough, don't fall for a person out of pity or desperation cos ten or twenty years down the road, I believe you will look back and realise that you regretted it, totally. Rejection is part and parcel of life, I believe that whether it turns out the way you want it or not, the friendship can still remain.
5) Love. Some ties are there whether you like it or not. I will always treasure the moments I had with my loved ones, although some of them have already passed on. Not pulling a black face and crying anymore doesn't mean I don't miss my granny. I have learnt to let go. That's life right? Everyone has to die one day and what is left of them will just be memories. Some things happen jst when you least expected it and I have learnt to really treasure those I love and focus more time and effort to look after and not make them worry.
Who will I be, in five years or even ten years down the road, nobody knows. Right now I am just an undergraduate who is trying to print her final copies of her FYP and getting geared up for the final presentation before graduation, but the ties that bind, my family and friends will always remain close to me.
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Monday, April 10, 2006
Hihi, just drop a message to all those having exmas, jiayou! I have decided not to worry so much (although I know I still will worry at the back of my mind, some bad habit I gotta kick hahaha) and focus on my exams yay!
What have I been doing to destress? I went swimming, went Kbox (only a while lah)on Saturday. Well, no more karaoke to destress...at the most exercise cos time is running short. Let's all piah together!
And I will not snooze in the afternoon no matter how sleepy the weather seems. Study! Wake up! Haha. Jiayou everyone!
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Wednesday, April 05, 2006
Yay, finally handed up my FYP and lessons have ended. Now can focus on exams. Yay! Strange, first thing was to fall sick before my test. But fortunately, it wasn't too bad and I could still study. Now must plan my time. So fast, after this exam and FYP presentation, we can graduate! Yay!
It also means that I am getting older liao...Sigh...
Older and wiser? Hmm...I just don't want to look like Auntie..nono...like yesterday met my ex-student on the bus, feel like Auntie cos I was holding on to a vacuum cleaner...so much for running errands hahahaz...
Ok, enough crapping, mug mug mug
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