Saturday, June 23, 2007
Odd, Weird, Period, Full-Stop.
This has nothing to do with the time of the month. I just somehow get that lost feeling on certain things in life. But then again, on the other hand, I am not exactly lost. So what am I actually, I also do not know.
Live, life, love. I love my friends and family. I don't bear grudges although there are some people whom I will never understand in my entire life and whom I have already chosen to give up on. Why do we want to bother about these little things in life when we can seek happines in other little things in life.
Who are our true buddies actually? Those that are there only when they need you? If that is the case, I'd rather not have such people in my life. I hate being a fake person. So I don't. I don't care what other people say, as long as I'm happy. Life is a melancholic affair.
Why am I always saying things in such philosophical manners? I wonder. Maybe its my star sign. Maybe its me. I hate to be caught in a web of any kind. Even if it doesn't really involve me, but somehow I get stuck in it. I want to be free. Free like the fishes in the sea, free like the birds in the sky.
Today's entry is complicated? Or perhaps hard to comprehend? I am just saying things in circles and circles and circles. Life, isn't it a circle as well. The world is afterall, round.
I'm happy with this entry though. "Cos maybe I am the only one who understands. Nobody knows it but me. End of story period. I am happy to blog like this. Full-stop. Period.
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Sunday, June 17, 2007
Someone once asked me what's important to me? What do I want in life? And what is good enough for me?
That was over a year ago. As I look back, I have already done a lot of things in the past one year, some are things that I have never done before in my whole life before that. Things like going KTV till 3 am and clubbing till 2 plus and yet still the same old me, who can be totally unavailable for consecutively months just because I'm busy. Going for things like The Anlene Women's Mile. Joining Makeup workshops and getting interviewed by a magazine. Getting a California Fitness Membership and then cancelling it.
Busy with? All sorts of stuff. Like going swimming, running, Japanese classes, reading my favourite magazines. I guess I just want to try so many things that I have never done before and next on my list: Christina Aguilera's concert.
Well, what else then? Bungee Jumping, sitting on a rollercoaster, learning how to cycle (yes, still can't cycle enough), going scuba diving. But well, an idea is just an idea. Maybe I'll never dare ride on the rollercoaster my whole life. Hmm...
But one thing I have learnt is to be true to oneself. No matter what happens, you are still who you are and you are forever answerable to yourself. I always keep this a point in my mind. At the end of the day, we are who we are and we should not change ourselves if there is nothing wrong with us. Just because there are people who are different from us doesn't mean we should change and be like them. I, for one, will never change myself just to get into a person's good books. We must all accept others for who they are and vice versa. If not for all these differences, wouldn't the world be a super dull place?
That's all I have to say. Stay true to who you are and what you are. "Cos the identity is yours and yours alone.
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